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02:42am 18/07/2007
 
mood: annoyed
LJ, so I'm back on this pathetic thing for two reasons, one, my really good friend Maura posts in her's all the time and two... I can't sleep.


idk.
 
     

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LJ SUX But oh well   
08:12pm 16/07/2006
  I dont ever use this thing any more. Just thought I'd update and talk about something. Things are pretty good, lost 20 pounds, I'm gonna look amazing. I go to the Y and work out every other day. I've been partying a lot. hanging out with Lizzie, and a lot of cool people. Went to see MSI in concert a while back, but it's still a highlight of my summer. I'm single, well sorta. that'll prolly change in a few days when I get less annoyed with Kyle. Because I'm prego with his baby even though I push him around and he cant call me crying at 3 am. But that's love. XD **Roffle**.

I go to Ohio in like a week. I'm looking forward to it. Then school. And I'm acctually a senior! Hyea!.

I win.


Still.
 
     

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09:35pm 13/02/2006
  Im tired

Im broke

I miss some one

I hate some of my friends

Even when I have a boyfriend I still think Valentines day is retarded.

People are retarded too.

O well,

Half empty

What the hell.

Only towards somethings.

I dont know,

Maybe I should just stop trying,

when it comes to usless friends.

I dont need all of them.

I'm not depressed

or in a bad mood

not at all

Im actually upbeat

and extremely happy

I've been thinking a lot about my future

I've come to the conclusion that I'm ready to grow up

I want to start my life.

My eyes hurt.

I really want to go do something productive,

draw, paint, write, something.

My mother's going to be back in a few hours.

I missed her.

Rawr,

eyes.




Leeeeeena >>>>>>> you
 
     

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07:51pm 22/01/2006
  Here's my Email adress you Fake FUCK

XxAloneInsidexX7@aol.com
 
     

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02:10pm 24/12/2005
 
mood: accomplished
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10:55am 23/12/2005
 
mood: amused
haha ok, so Im a bitch and a heffer. w.e. when people cant step forward and say who they are and when they feel so low about themselves that they have to --try TRY try-- to put others down it makes me laugh not insults me.
 
     

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08:27pm 12/12/2005
  Ok, so its the christmas sesson. hm....  
     

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10:08pm 03/12/2005
  Jackie



you're a fuck off
 
     

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09:14pm 01/12/2005
  i love happy days




haha



im fuckin gay
 
     

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08:55am 24/11/2005
 
mood: blah
Here I sit.

Covered in sand.

But that's not the point.

The point is,

I had a brilliant night last night.

Purly brilliant.

I needed that small dose of happiness.

♥ spent the day with Kyle.

ran around with Greg and Kyle the whole day.

Saw Josh(?) and Jeri(♥)

ate a lot of candy and chips.

went galavanting through a construction site

at night.

Lost Greg,

We thought he died.

Some one ate him.

Kyle and I sat in the scoop thing of a bulldozer.

And just watched the stars,

talked,

and smoked.

We got our night under the stars after all.

We came back to my house.

Didn't do much,

just kinda lied in my bed.

But it was nice.

Then I couldn't sleep.

I was always too cold

or too hot.

I kept having nightmares.

I finally woke up at 5,

been up since then.

Well much love,

I'm off.

Goodbye.

♥Lena♥
 
     

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12:39pm 20/11/2005
 
Fuck this friends when I wanna be bullshit.

I'm fucking through.

I don't need fucking anyone.

 
     

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08:07pm 19/11/2005
  People fucking suck  
     

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05:32pm 15/11/2005
  Pictures!
Reply to this entry by posting a picture of yourself in the comments, then post this sentence in your own journal.

PLEASE DO IT!
 
     

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03:14pm 14/11/2005
  haha. I love my life. Tomorrow should be fun. Grrr.... get onnnn.... I wanna go out but I think they already stoped by. damn. ha.  
     

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05:26pm 13/11/2005
  Delete'd!

From my life that is.


peace out
 
     

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03:58pm 13/11/2005
  Lets just spread rumors about Lena spreading rumors. How fucking ghetto is that? Huh? And ya know something. I'll say it again. Lizzie was fucking right. God. Let's not beleive Lena because she's a sadistic bitch thats making everybody miserable. Huh? Yea. FUCK YOU LOVE FUCK YOU!! You can go to fucking hell because lord knows you beleive it exists. I'm FUCKING DONE!!!  
     

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11:46pm 11/11/2005
 
mood: depressed
I feel like a coward.

But oh wellllll.

I do this because I think before I act.

I feel like I should apologize to you Lizzie.

So I'm sorry for even bringing it up





Lena
 
     

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01:17pm 11/11/2005
 
mood: calm
Last night was absolutly magicall.

Enough said.

I had a wonderfully fantastic time with Lizzie and everyone else.

I wish Kyle could have been there

He would have had fun too

Plus I miss him oddly enough.

I am at home now.

going back later when madre returns from work.

Cant wait

I'm actually a little frightened about the 50 I jacked from her.

I watched the sun rise while smoking this morning.

It was beautiful

Watched Donnie Darko last night

Fuckin bizzare

But it was a good movie.

And that's all that matters.

Didn't go to bed till 8

in the morning

Played soda can baseball in the kitchen

and banged together pots and pans

while everyone was asleep

Did body shots off of Robert

He was either really awkward

or really enjoying it.

Not sure which one.

All in all I had a fantastic time

Much love



 
     

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03:12pm 10/11/2005
 
People make me giggle. Bleh, I hate Lena, Bleh. Teehee. I do not waver to this immature frivolous factor at all. Because, love, you are but a child in my eyes; some little thing I would be making money off of while babysitting. You're insults will not hurt me; they will not make me change. I am sorry you dislike who I am. I think I know why. Is it because I have seen straight through you since the beginning? I haven't been led astray like countless others just because you agree with me and flatter me at every turn. Your 'vampire' stage, like glass. Darling these are things of fiction and myth. Things we read in books and enjoy for the sheer purpose of entertainment. You are not one. Nor are you Wicca, love. You wouldn't know what Wicca was if a big bag of it hit you in the face. It shocks me that people let you live. They way you treat your friends is absolutely horrible. It simply repulses me. You have no clue how much my respect for you as a human when I saw your immature posts about Lizzie. Dollface, I do not care what you think of her, but the least you could do is not stoop down to that lowly level. Even here I am still being quite polite about this. And do you know why that is? Because I am a mature young adult. I have grown beyond the junior high mentality of things. You ma'am can hate me all you wish. I will not falter, I will not change. I will be just as straight forward as I normally am and I will stand up for my close friends no matter what, love. Please understand my concern and disappointment as I write this. You cannot hurt any one. But simply give them a good laugh. A joke I presume? Yes. A joke.



Sincerely,
Lena Defibaugh
 
     

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10:43pm 08/11/2005
 
mood: accomplished
It's so absolutly amazing
to be able to go out with some one
and not care what they think
or what any one else thinks for that matter.
It's so good to know some one
has the favorite food as you do
and laugh about it
because of its greatness.
It's so gasmic to laugh at
anything
and
everything
To go on adventures
and slay monsters,
even though
we're almost adults.
To try something new
and to do something out of the ordinary.
Times like these make me
who I am.
They make my memories
what they are.
♥ ♥ ♥
 
     

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